All of these years
All of theses tears
The trials and tribulations
And the worst of all fears
That were never thought of
Then came to light
The power to try and keep reality away
Out of mind, body, and sight
But the more I try to ignore it
The more it seems to come true
Every bad outlook
On splittin up a family that hasen't a clue
I have worked tryin to keep us together
As a famly day and night
But the "powers that be" fight against me
Leaving me bewildered, hurt, and in fright
Stop. Please.
You're taking to much
When will you learn enough is enough
One, Two, Three stikes your out
And it's all ova
It's the end
There is no other beginning.
I sit
Think
Cry
And sigh
And talk to a being
Get these feelings out
But steadily building new ones on the inside.
Tears rolling down my cheeks
Vision blurred by the water in my eyes
By the thought of how hard I tried
To keep us together and everything on the inside
My heart steadly beats
And my thoughts pumps faster
Way past the Afro-Standard
I don't want to continue
I want to quit and give up
Now nothing is left in my hands
Its all up to her.
But I'm not a lil kid
I know whats going to happen
I will never forgive you
So many negative feelings towards you
I gave you so many chances
Been through this so many times
I'm not sorry because....I'm DONE
Mother, you don't deserve that title, so you kno.....
YOU HAVE DESTROYED MY LIFE....
Ace 